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ashton's virtual journal

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1/9/25 - entry #1

first journal entry and almost 10th day of the new year! im already dreading this year. hey, atleast my radiohead and "ARMY" shirt arrived yesterday. thats something cool ig. finally got around to working on this page today!! i will probably update it more tomorrow. might even add a seperate page for an update log. "update 1 - page made. update 1.1 - page deleted" HAHA. soemthing like that. i plan to make it the initial update is a whole number, while tiny little tweaks would be the decimals. if that makes any sense. anyways, its getting late, im gonna have to go to bed soon. my neck has had a kink in it all day long and its been bothering me so much. about to break my neck right now literally. anyways, ill stop updating this for now. bye bye!!

1/10/25 - entry #2

today it is january 10th, 2025 at 10:54 A.M. i go to my mom's house for the week in a few hours. im trying to finish up everything i can before i have to leave (like downloading more music for winamp, edditing neocities, ect ect ect.) i am very upset today because my boyfriend's parents took away his devices and i cant talk to him now anad so currently there is a shotgun barrel down my throat. anyways, how was your day? like previously mentioned, mine was pretty shit. the only thing i can look forward to is jacking off. anyways, ill see about buying some postal plushies or something later. maybe ill go to the gas station instead. get a coffee monster or something. maybe two. because its 2 for $6. i dont know, man. anyways, ill probably be leaving this as this for now. maybe ill update it later, add a little bit from what happens today. i dont know, its sitll early. things can happen. it is now january 10th, 2025 at 11:01 A.M.

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...okay, so now it is january 10th, 2025 at 9:55 P.M. and i just scheduled a sleepover for tomorrow, january 11th, 2025 at 1:00 P.M. i also refunded an order for these two plushies from a game i dont like anymore i ordered in august that hasnt arrived yet for $100 so i can use it to buy postal plushies and a redux ost cd. i am smart and can be trusted with money. i can handle money well. anyways, i decided to place orders for the postal 1 & 4 plushies, if you were wondering. i dont think i mentioned before how much i LOVE p1 x p4. that was sarcastic unless i actually didnt mention it anymore on this page if i havent then oops. anyways. yeah, i like old men kissing and fucking. yeah, i call it faggotry instead of YAOI. you guys dont want to admit its gay so you call it YAOI. sorry thats a joke i also call it yaoi. ok but you guys gotta hear me out on them ok theyre so cute together istg. i feel like a 13 year old kpop fangirl who finally got to see a concert and almost fainted because her favorite singer pointed at the crowd vaguely in her direction. that was long haha. speaking of that, when i was in middle school, 8th grade i think, my teacher moved me to a table of FUCKING KPOP STANS. it was so bad all they ever talked about was BTS and i think stray kids. i think that was the name. and my one and only real life friend is friends with her and has her added on fucking discord. anyways, i was reminded of colt gray today. COLT FUCKING GRAY. sorry i love to say it like COLT FUCKING GRAY i get a kick out of it each time. i am very comedic. that was sarcasm. if you couldnt tell. my sense of humor is lame. going back to the sleep over though, im somewhat excited because ill finally get to smoke again probably and i get to see his cats. i love cats a lot, i was just petting my cat before i sat down to write this, shes so cute. anyways, im gonna end it here for now. it is now january 10th, 2025 at 10:03 P.M.

1/12/24 - entry #3

guess who went to a sleepover with $11.05 and left with a concussion!!!! you guessed it, I DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had two bloody noses today, both lasting around 10 minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways, that out of the way, im really tired. the kink in my neck is almost gone, so thats cool. but im really really tired. i dont have a lot to talk about today, im just tired and my head hurts. almost got caught by police there, too. we were tresspassing lawl.