♡ 10/19/2025 - overhaul. AGAIN. !!!tw slur usage!!!

this time... the overhaul isnt even fucking good. ive downgraded my website because i hated the other's design. this is not at all how it will stay, i plan on revamping it yet again once i get the time and patience/motivation for it. ill probably put this up as a template/layout when that happens... stay tuned for that fags!

anyways, i cut my hair today. ill come back in a bit to show off the results... i cannot promise that itll be good but it sure is better. i recut my layers and trimmed the back since it was getting too long...

♡ 10/18/2025 - society sucks. !!tw if needed or something.!!

hello everyon... or should i say HELL because were all goin gto hell. humanity sucks we should all die. religion is just a way to cope with the inevitable doom we will all face at some point. were all gonna die a sad and lonely death because we dont deserve anything in this world. weve ruined this planet to the point of no return, unless everyone put in the effort into fixing it. and knowing some of the people on this planet, we will never fix it. were ruining the enviorment, were destroying the only planet we can survive on at this very moment. we should all DIE. and i will gladly take part in bringing the number down. we should all each kill 15 people and then once everyone is gone, end the miserable existence that we call society once and for all. god messed up the moment he let us survive. he shouldve killed us off immediately after seeing the horrible atrocities these people commit. if you say that everyone deserves a chance, you are wrong. nobody deserves a chance. stop impregnating people and bringing innocent souls into this hellhole. give them peace and get an abortion, dont force them to live in a world like this. we all need to disappear.

anyways! hows everyones day? mines been okay. i woke up and went to my moms where i got to see my kitties. theyre so cute. i was cuddling with them for 20 minutes. ANYWAYS! i said what i said up there and no one can change my opinion. im like. on the verge of a crime right now. fighting for my life. i probably sound like an edgelord but this is the truth some of you guys need to hear brah. the earth is hungry or whatever.

♡ 10/17/2025 - close enough welcome back aoba seragaki.

guess whos back! meeee!! hope you guy missed me... ^_^... i wonder if anyone actually reads these. i never put any updates on them nor do i tell anyone that i post them. if you read these things, id love to know what kind of audience i have! if i even have one, that is. anyways, its 12:38 A.M. and im jamming out to lying from you by linkin park. i really like linkin park, i had two linkin park tshirts irl. and i gave it to a friend, however. im debating buying the same one again or getting this one i saw last time i went to hot topic... it was really cool. i liked it.

anyways, ive recently been dabbling in xenogenders... im only really putting them on my pronouns page, though. i think this is the only time i am ever gonna mention them publically if its not on my pronouns page. im also debating switching to pronouns cc, i dont know which one i prefer. ive used both, but i feel like pronouns page is the more widely recognized website out of the two. correct me if im wrong! anyways... heh, call me the woker. i dont really use them as neopronouns or anything, but more as an identity. "hey, this thing is relatable/relating to me or how i feel. im going to take this." thats basically what its been. the last two nights ive just been scrolling on pinterest and looking at xenogenders. theyre a fun way to express yourself, id say. *takes drag from cigarette* i remember those days when i used to hate xenogenders/neopronouns... now ive embraced them... heh...

♡ 10/16/2025 - i miss my cats.

hey guys! i did nothing all day. all i did was draw and play games. i did do a little dance though. i posted it onto instagram here! its a little cringe though. oh yeah!! i also did some make up for the first time in my life. it was kinda dsbm/just black metal in general inspired but i do not havee the skills to make it neat or pretty sooo. i just did some stuff and called it a day!! right now im playing pony town... sigh, yes... im a pony town player. its only an occassional occurence, though. i usually play for 1-3 weeks straight and then not touch pony town for a month or so. been like this since 2020 lawl. did you guys know i actually met some person on pony town when i was 12 and dated him for 2 weeks and broke up because apparently he was in a poly that i did not know of and used me as the back up boyfriend. yeah. dont online date kids. especially on pony town. worst mistake of my life lowk. so, yeah. maybe i did do something today. hehe

♡ 10/14/2025 - curse you perry the platypus.

hello bro. it appears that i am going to the mall today... again. because every time i go there i dont get enough clothes and its really really cold and my sister stole my only sweater. so im getting warmer stuff. yay i guess?!?! im also meeting with my teacher later today. scary. second time seeing him and im a bit afraid. i will most likely update this later when interesting things happen, since as of right now it is nine A.M. goodbye.

nevermind! im back. i miss my old school that i went to 2 weeks ago. i was in advanced computer science and it was my favorite class. i was also in guitar but i disliked my teacher. and the people in the class. except for this one person who ive talked to twice and one of those two times he randomly asked if i liked green day and then tried to teach me a green day song. that still haunts me. i was nervous and so i suddenly lost all of my skill in guitar. top 5 moments i wanted to die.

hello everybody. i have returned. jeff the killer costume face pain has been obtained. hello!! i also got slipknot shirt. ignore my hair, i was in the rain...

♡ 10/13/2025 - overhaul.

i just spent. four hours. thats right, 4. 4 hours reworking the entire webpage's theme. im talking ALL of it. new art theme, knew blog theme obviously, i changed the shrines page all together, ect ect ect!! its all different. the main page didnt get much of a rework except for some image changes, though. i think i did an amazing job, however! im proud of myself.

♡ 10/10/2025 - second post...

second blog post... on my dedicated blog page... guys. i have plans for this website ok? im gonna make a dedicated page that redirects to all of my shrines. shrines that i will have to create. i will make a simon henriksson and postal dude shrine next. trust me. and then maybe batman or jeff the killer. did you guys know i really like batman? well, i specifically like the riddler, but bruce wayne is lowk hot ok? icl. end of post!

♡ 10/9/2025 - first post!

first blog post... on my dedicated blog page... today was very eventful! i was running around 3 towns all day earlier. i did get to stop at hot topic and i got some cool clothes! / ill add a photo below! / i was mostly just going with my mom to pick things up. i also had a therapy appointment... shivers...

yeah... heh, i already know that im cool. you dont have to say it. anyways! my fat cat loves to have her fur brushed/combed. shes so cute, she purs very loud. my other cat is tweaking out chasing a cat toy while im typing this. shes orange. end of post!